And so I have been to Shattrah City.

 The words are weak to describe the joy I have felt when I set foot in this marvelous land. I have seen free Naaru (the only way they should be) blessing their Children, the Dranaei.

I am sure, one day, I will be granted as one of the Scryers. This is my goal, my duty and my Life.

Lord Alkaiser summoned (well, not him per se, anyway) the members of the Silverguard to behold this piece of heaven. Many were shocked to the news he delivered…Achates looked afraid (…again…) and miss Fandaleen looked much more interested in the city itself (she wanted me to buy her specimen…!!!) I do not know how it will be from now on, but at least I can breathe.

After a fight in the tavern, we went back to Silvermoon. I then confessed to My Lord that I knew this…all along. I gave him my life, sure he would take it. Strangely enough, he didn’t. I… I don’t know what to think about it.

Let’s just wait and see.

I hate, hate when I am in the middle of a love affair.

 Especially when I’m not the one involved.

Ysabelle is confused between two men. I understand her though; when a woman has the choice between security and dangerous pleasure, it is always hard to choose. I know I would be the same as she is… in fact, I see a lot of me in her, and it fascinates me.

 I warned her about the danger, and now it is her decision and she knows I’ll be there for her, but I was afraid something bad would happen. She took more than her share of ale, and Alkaiser was in a similar situation. I didn’t want her to have the decision made for her this morning, and I tried to warn her over and over. Maybe it was percieved as overzealous, but I know too well those mornings, and I do not wish it for anyone. If you want to make a mistake, at least do it sober, that’s what I say.

Fineas came to my rescue again before he went to sleep. Geez, at this rate I’ll look like the damsel in distress… It is frustrating.

And that brand of the Silverguard is a pain… so many thoughts sent to me yesterday,  I had a horrible headache and I had to leave the Faire alone.

Speaking of Faire, I’ve seen Fandaleen (who looked much much more normal) and mister Achates. I don’t know if he hates me, or if he is really, really that nervous… But I know now that Fandaleen is very nice when she doesn’t speak about gnomes. When she does she looks just weird. And frightening…

I met milady Ysabelle, miss Fandaleen and mister Fineas (Partner, should I write?).

Fandaleen was speaking about some experiment with…gnomes and whatnot. And then mister Alkaiser stated something about Tauren and … why am I writing this anyway. Miss Fandaleen is very nice, but I think she might had a bad, bad, bad accident with her spinning hat.

Fineas… He’s nice, a bit too macho, but nice really… but a Blood Knight. I try to look as nice as possible, but he seems happy of his sinful condition. One day….One day he will understand. They will all understand.

Ysabelle… I haven’t seen her in so much time that I embraced her in greeting. I know I should not be so…open, but I couldn’t help it. I truly care about her (About the others also but… I don’t know) and I wish her the best.

 Speaking of which… Alkaiser.

 That… jackal. A beautiful, sinful, intriguing jackal. Cannot deny the fact that is charming and interesting, but I know he runs too many rabbits at the same time. What should I do? I clearly do not know…

 I must admit I like his arrogance.

I have met recently two very kind ladies, Milady Fandaleen and Milady Ysabelle. Fandaleen is kind and caring, two qualities I haven’t seen in my kin for a long time. She is also able to … do things to the mind I think with a hat, or something, go figure!

Ysabelle… Tormented might be the best way to describe her. There is… something in her eyes that I cannot put my finger on it. It seems she is in love with a Troll named Kaste, yes a troll. Well, I would not date one of his kin per se, but I have no objection to it! He seems a bit… weird, but caring nonetheless.

 Ysabelle and Fandaleen helped me to find a dress for the ball of the Silverguard, I think it is their alliegeance. Everything went well, well..until the said ball. Too many talking at the same time, the man who was supposed to be my “date” has been late (His name is Achates, very nice but really, really nervous. I saw him a time ago with his demoness also), Kaste being harsh toward a man and I am not sure if he was wrong in it…Anyway. I’m not sure I would join them any time soon, believe me.

 And on top of that, I have to go to my First Trial tomorrow. It seems fairly easy, to light a candle on an altar. But the smirk on the Blood Knight was disturbing…I better watch out.