And again…
I don’t know where it will lead but I decided to … help… Verrin. I don’t know why, maybe because if I would kill him I would feel bad about it. But anyway, we talked and talked. I fear he would do it again should he have the chance. I got to show him it was wrong, no matter what. Maybe…maybe it will work, I hope so.
Yesterday I talked to Mazikeen, and she seems troubled. She won’t tell Verrin that in fact she cares for him and he desperately wants to hear it from her because he wanted attention and care from her, and now… This is a vicious circle, and I don’t know how to cut it. Maybe the problem will be solved by itself with the trial that is about to come but I doubt it. With what I learn from the others everyday…
On a brighter note, I finally proved myself to my teachers. I got my warhorse at last! Her name is Hope, I thought it would be nice to name her after my…former name. We went in the woods and I picked flowers and herbs since I need some practice, it has been so long since I did that! Alkaiser congratulated me in too many words and we talked a bit. He called me little. Little… Why many call me that way anyway, I have to ask someone.
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