Love, like a diamond, has many facets

I will be damned.

 I’ll be damned for being sure Fineas is in love with Ysabelle, for he told me he was fond of me. I asked for honesty, and honesty I got. Yet, I do not believe him. I do not want to believe him.

I’ll be damned for teaching to be honest with your heart, for I hide things to myself. I do not know if the sight of Ysabelle overwhelmed me because of Love, true and sheer love, or simple care. But I wish it is the last one. I wish it with all my heart…and yet…

I’ll be damned to not let myself go when I can, even if the night and the morning turned out to be marvelous.

I’ll be damned to be foolish enough, still loving Master.

I’ll be damned to care for them so much, even to forget myself.

~ by marillawen on March 26, 2007.